December 18, 2009

Friday
16:10

Home. I have been struggling all day to keep awake. I did stay up until 1am and had two drinks but I don't think that had anything to do with it. Or maybe it did. Anyway, it has definitely been a struggle.

In an attempt to keep active so as not to fall asleep, I decided to do some vacuuming. After a few minutes with our smaller vacuum, I realized it was not picking up. Through some investigation, I figured out that the belt was bad so I brought out our larger vacuum and continued with the living room. After some time, I realized that this one also was not picking up.. I opened it up and found out that it also had a bad belt. Well, so much for cleaning.

21:55

There are a million things that I could be doing right now, but I am not. I am restless. Tired, but restless. I want to do something, but I don't know what. I tried several things, but nothing has been right. It is like when you feel like having a snack, but you don't know what. You know you want something so you have a piece of candy. No, that isn't it. You have some chips. No, that wasn't it either. How about some ice cream? Again, no. I hate this feeling.