Sunday, October 03, 2010

September 27, 2010

Monday
16:15

Well, tomorrow is my daughter Z's 6th birthday. I go through this every one of my kids' birthdays. I can't believe she is 6 already. And unfortunately that means that my birthday is Wednesday, the day after her's. I don't like to think about how old I am. I am sure that most people do not want to be another year older.


I don't know how other people are on their birthdays come around, but when mine does, I reflect on the past year and all the things I failed at because there is usually nothing that I have succeeded at or accomplished. And, that makes me depressed. Each year, no matter how hard I try, when this time of year comes around, I find that nothing went they I planned and things haven't really improved since the previous year. So, I have gotten used to not having anything to look for
ward to on my birthday. I believe that, as always, the same thing will happen next year.

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